When i layed there beside you
Could you feel me there
My arms were wrapped around you and i was stroking youre hair
I was talking about all the good old times
For me they were every single day
I wanted you to feel love and comfort and happy
I watched your every breath
And prayed that each one wasn’t your last
The time we got to spend together went by too quick too fast
I wanted you to wake up
Please mum open your eyes
Tell me this is a nightmare
And not our goodbyes
As your last breath grew closer
We lay peacefully together
My heart continually breaking
Because I wanted you forever
Then there it was
You’re final breath of air
I didn’t want to believe it
This is cruel and not fair
I held your beautiful face
And prayed for you to breath again
I wasn’t ready for you to go
I couldn’t admit that this was the end
But then i realized that you were now in peace
And not suffering anymore
You were beginning the life of an angel
And your body would no longer be sore
I held you close and squeezed you tight
And tried to say goodbye
I’ve lost my mom and my number one best friend
All my heart can do is cry
I slowly got up
I wanted so much to stay
I leaned over gave you one more kiss
It was hard to walk away
Mom you are my entire world
And i miss you so very much
I wish I can feel your
Soft and gentle touch
But for now i have to wait
Until we meet again
You will always be in my heart
And in my taughts
Always and forever our hearts
Will always touch
Always and forever
Your baby girl
Loves you so much xoxo